I want to know what it feels like to be the only person in someone’s mind; Be the one to send him the first text in the morning and the last night before bed; The caller because he has the day off and wants to have fun.
I want to know what it feels like to have hopes without falling into a sea of disappointment; Make plans with a guy and arrive on time, with a smile and flowers in hand.
I want to know what it feels like to be kissed without expecting it; Be considered for more than one night. Let my lips get accustomed not only once, but for months, years, decades.
I want to know what it is to hear the truth instead of fabricated lies. To look someone in the eye and know that he does not deceive me; That he is not doing it to make me believe that he is a good guy, because he really is and it will be worth the time that is with him.
I want to know what it feels like when someone strives to make me happy. I hate being the one who cares, the one who loves the most. I want to see what it’s like when you care about me as much as I do for him. I want my emotions to get an equal response.
I want to know what it feels like to wait patiently for a text message. To know that it will come even if it takes an hour. Do not go mad because I know you think of me and that you will talk to me the first time I have a chance.
I want to know what it feels like to be presented as a girlfriend and not just as a friend. What it is that someone boasted of my achievements, although I say that it is not so much. I want someone to think that I am beautiful and talented and that there are people who can feel envious of me.
I want to know what it feels like to be sure of where I am; Not receiving confusing signals; I do not want to try to guess how it feels. I want you to tell me everything, without any curses. Admit that you want a serious relationship with me and promise me that you will not spoil it.
I want to know what it feels like to be loved in the way it means to be loved. Feeling that I found someone who will not hurt me, someone who will make me stronger, happier.